Tired

I'm so tired right now that it does not justice to me that I still have New Year clothes to get, baby Samuel's new bag and also a to-do lists full with house chores. Oh yeah, and helping father at his shop today. I FELT LIKE DYING.

everything is so tied up right now that I felt like dying. :(

and I miss her. I really do. It's just that I don't know what is she thinking about. If you have nothing towards me, don't show your overly overpowered signs. I would mistaken that for that. :( Yet I don't dare to ask for the truth.

Why am I such a coward?